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Last year's wrimoCollapse )

I managed a whopping three pages of that last year, but a lot of shit was going on at the time, so whatever. Scott Everyman is basically the best name ever. Seriously, though, I have no idea what I'm doing. My brain is too caught up with other peeps fictional characters to even begin to come up with my own. 

How do you guys come up with characters in the first place? Is it a pre-planned thing, a brainstorming session with someone else, or do you just write and see where it takes you? I'd really like to know so I can have a general idea where to start.

It probably doesn't help that I look at everything I create with disdain, but I'm trying to work past that.


halloweeny stuff

*insert creepy music here*Collapse )costume funCollapse )

Edit: Ignore the double-cut. I don't even know.



I'm going to try this thing again. This November should be a lot less hectic. Should be, anyway. I'm gonna start planning it out now. I've got some characters in mind, but I'm more concerned on how far they'll take the story. I won't be publishing, so as long as I can keep writing as I have been, I should be fine. Yippee?


silly icon post

I am both disturbed and pleased by my icon. It goes well with the cartridge haunting. Reached level 99 in p3p, confirming that I am a huge nerd. And I'll be having voice and diction class tomorrow after a three week hiatus of sorts. I wonder how many students will act like asshats and waste time.


haven't updated in a while, so...

I'm afraid of:

[x] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[x] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[x] talking on the phone
Total so far: 5

[x] being touched (more like it makes me anxious and frustrated as all fuck)
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[x] success (maybe if i just remain stationary...)
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[x] mirrors
Total so far: 9

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges (er, i would have to have done this to know...)
[x] death
[x] heaven (eternal bliss? my mind can't even comprehend this...)
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[x] dolls (Those porcelain motherfuckers)
[x] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibilities
[x] doctors, including dentists (mostly dentists, i just don't trust doctors)
[x] tornadoes
[x] bugs (specifically cockroaches or silverfish)
Total so far: 17

[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[x] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[x] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[x] even numbers (stop eating my brain)
[x] being alone (only during panic attacks and such)
[ ] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf (I have tinnitus. what if i had that sound stuck in my head FOREVER?)
[ ] growing up (too late there...)
[ ] speaking in front of a crowd (I'm actually much better with this than one on one)
Total so far: 22

[x] creepy noises in the night (who isn't?)
[x] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals (i'd rather die)
[ ] needles
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[x] high speed (I close my eyes when my sister goes too fast on the highway brrrrr)
[ ] throwing up (I actually wish I could projectile vomit on assholes on command)
[ ] falling in love (too late. fuck you, brain.)
[ ] super secrets
[x] losing someone I care about (worse than my fear of my own death)
Total so far: 27

Total : 27 out of 78

I dunno if I was supposed to add a fear or not, so i did anyway. Tried to make them actual fears and not anxiety-based. Not too bad for someone that froze at the top of an escalator for the first time in her life recently. I can't stop writing this stupid story...

Geeking out

Woo P3P~ Being the girl is actually a lot of fun and her demeanor is completely different from the boy, so it really feels like a whole new character. I get to befriend Junpei as part of the Magician Arcana now, which is sweet. I don't think you can date him, though, which is fine with me, since he's more of the awesome buddy anyway.

I wonder what I do to talk to Akihiko, though, since I'm already doing the Emperor Arcana in Student Council...

Also, also, they changed the music for the girl and she has this really bitchin weapon and new character social links and and!

Okay, I think I'm done for now. Gonna go fight a boss that is probably too high level for me.

...Oh, and I basically got myself a male!Elizabeth(Or Margaret) in the Velvet Room. Hot stuff haha


To keep this all new and interesting, I figured I'd use this thing to share some of the stuff I've been making. Which is currently clay figurines, since they don't hold the same stigma for me that drawing does. That's my excuse, anyway...

Onwards to charmsCollapse )

That's about it at the moment. I'm obviously on a kirby kick, but he is so easy to mold and adorable. I guess I'll update if I do anything new. I'm kinda sorta doing commissions for my friend's coworkers, but if anyone has any advice on what I should make on here, I'd be happy to try. I really need to hone my skills as it is.

*loud, obnoxious sigh*

SO BORED. And I'm starting to hate myself again. Maybe I should pay more attention to the people who actually notice me. Or maybe I'll make a one person club and talk to myself all fucking day.


Am I just getting worse? Why am I struggling on skills that I've worked years to achieve in the first place? What a big, fucking joke. And I know I'm not the only one struggling. It's an epidemic. How do you turn off your own brain? At this rate, I'll be a quivering mass of idiot by age thirty.

I miss the overwhelming confidence and creativity I used to feel, even if it wasn't warranted. At least I still had creativity then. Maybe I'm just screwing myself over the more I learn and experience.

And I miss my dog. He would know how to make it all better.

And I know my bird means well and just wants to share the love, but there's a bit of a difference between high, piercing shouts and a warm head on your lap.